This is the girl…..Other than Yuki and Saber Lily,she is the other one on the Top 3 of my DD wish list all these while.

I missed the lottery for her because at that period of time,my concentration was not very much on DD. At that point of time,even Mia(Yukino) was left on the table,untouched for a couple of weeks or perhaps months. When i came realized that Mariko is extremely adorable,it was too late…the prices on japan auctions already raised rapidly.

I am almost in the mist of giving up until i saw someone selling her at 50k yen yesterday. Its was a second-hand doll,and without a complete set of accessories,her wig is also missing,but i was still keen to try my luck to see if she could be mine. However after calculating the expensive agent fees and double shipment costs,i started to hesitate,especially not knowing how much would the auction end,if its going to end 80k yen like the recent few auctions,the agent fee is going to cost a big bomb….

Not able to decide,i surfed around other sites hoping to find something else. In the end i came across one more on Mandarake Nakano shop. That one comes with a complete set,and condition looks quite perfect. I started to love her more and more when i stared at those pictures….her adorable expression,innocent eyes….oh no,i am getting very desperate to adopt her….

I thought Saber Alter was suppose to be the last for the time being….for at least this year,but i just could not resist….

I know i am being silly….every time i decided to close my eyes,i would start to think of her,in the end,i could hardly sleep last night. I know i needed to get over this soon or i could not have put full concentration on my doll clothes design and sewing.

一直都很渴望擁有她。。。

之前錯過了抽籤的機會，這半年來發現她的身價飆升得很快，在日拍都是88萬日元起，最近甚至破了百萬日元。
我就在想，也許擁有她的機會越來越渺茫了！

前天晚上被我在日拍看到有人以50萬日元將她出售，還有6天才結標。
雖然是二手的，但是保存得很好，只是配件不齊全，少了假髮，我就開始有點心癢癢，想碰一碰運氣看看跟她是否有緣份了
但是…算一算，加上日拍的代購費用和兩次的郵費，豈不是會很昂嗎？而且又不曉得她會以多少日元結標？
心里七上八下的，不知道標不標才好，就在網上遊覽了很久

那麼巧的，又在Mandarake店的網站被我看到多一個，而配件還是齊全的，再加上她那可愛的表情，無辜的眼神。。。。
糟糕了，看到這些圖片，我就越來越想把她抱回家了，怎麼辦呢？

當時接了四妹Saber Alter，不是已經決定要“收手”了嗎？我的定力怎麼那麼差勁呀？？

傻傻的我，想著想著，結果。。。昨晚又成了一個失眠的夜晚。。。

我常認為，能夠買到自己夢寐以求很久的東西是很開心的一件事，能夠把自己夢寐以求的娃接回家更加是一種幸福。。。

我能夠再次享受這樣的幸福感覺嗎？